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Name: Deanna
Location: Russellville, Arkansas, United States
Birthday: 6/28/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to play basketball, softball, run track, and bein the baseball manager! I love watchin high school football and Workin out. I also love goin
Muddin, 4-wheeler ridin, runnin, swimmin, and hangin out with my friends.
Expertise: Bein Myself
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  deannac03
MSN: deanna_c_03@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/16/2004
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| Hey Everyone!! I wrote a poem the other day.. so I thought I would share it with ya'll! Tell me what you think about it! All of my soul,
All of my heart,
I gave it to you,
But you tore it apart.
You shattered my life,
You shattered my dreams.
You broke it, and tried to give it back to me.
Now I'm left with nothing,
Everything is gone.
I trusted you,
But you proved me wrong.
I wish it wouldn't of happened,
Wouldn't of had to be this way.
You took my life, and threw it all away.
But I'll try to be strong,
I'll try to make it through,
I'm gonna move on, without you.
It's gonna be hard,
It's gonna be tough,
And in my heart, it's gonna be rough.
But I have to get through this,
I have to move on.
Because your not worth it,
No more than a song.
I hate you now,
I always will.
You played with my heart,
Just for the thrill.
But I'm done, I'm through,
I'm better off without you.
So say goodbye,
Because I don't wanna see you again! Leave me comments and tell me what you think about it!!
-God Bless! -De | | |
| Cry Out To Jesus
By: Third Day To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus When your lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus We will truely miss you Ryan!! And you know that we are praying for your family! I'm sure heavens exactly what you expected and SOO much more! You made an impact on Everyone's life that you came across and many more people cared about you than you thought! | | |
| | Currently Listening: JoJo |
- Too Little, Too LateI wrote this one.. it describes my relationship with a guy..
Layin here in his arms tonight,
why does it always have to feel so right?
Sometimes I wish he wouldn't of ever come into my life,
he causes me a lot of pain and strife.
Seeing him makes my day complete,
I think about him before I go to sleep.
I wish it wouldn't be this way,
he calls me, then pushes me away.
He wants to see how far he cant get,
but he hasn't gotten anywhere yet.
I want to keep it this way,
but before long he'll find a way.
I know that, once he does, that will be the end,
but I want deeply to be more than a friend.
Our late night talks make me not go to sleep,
I lay there thinking and sometimes weep.
I can't get him out of my mind,
It hurts me to know that I'm not his "kind"
I'm just a backup person in a time of need,
but before long he won't even have me.
So i'm gonna lay this at rest,
hopefully it'll turn out for the best..
Because I can't do this anymore!!
And then I told him not to talk to me anymore and it hurts SOO much but I know that it's for the best.. Even though it hurts me so bad!
And here's another one.. one of my best friends *Tessa* wrote it but it is EXACTLY what I am feeling! I told her all of this before she wrote it..
I'm done, I'm through.
You're thinkin I'll get over it, but
you don't see it like I do.
You think I'll still love you and
be on my way.
But no, not today.
I'm not gonna wait around forever,
if you don't wanna be together,
I'm leavin you behind.
You think I'll fall for you again,
But, boy, I'm pretty sure that this
is the end.
I've made up my mind.
I stayed around from the very start,
Holding everything you said and done in
my heart.
I don't know why I didnt' stop this
a year ago,
When it would've been much easier to
let go.
You said you didn't want a
girlfriend at the time.
So thanks, I pretty much wasted my time!
Yeah, that one describes my feelings to the "T" a lot of them are pretty much my words... she just did the grateful thing and put them into somethin that would get through my mind.. but I hope it all works out.. because I just gave up on one of the things that means the most to me... So everyone PLEASE pray for me! I'll need the strength to get through this.. and To move on.. and maybe he'll realize what he had when i'm gone.. because I can't put up with his crap anymore.. I just cut the string loose.. It still hurts but I can't get over that! | | |
| Hey!! What it is? Haha.. J/k J/k.. I'm tryin to keep my gangsta talk up.. but it ain't workin to well.. Well Geometry still sucks! So If you are any good at all at Geometry hit me up and you might need to tudor me.. haha.. Well Football season started Friday! OMG we Beat Fountain Lake 21-12!! It was SO Awesome! Good Job guys! Ya'll all played good! I have a feeling we are gonna be good this year! We play next Friday against Dover so everyone come out and watch us play! It should be pretty good.. Kickoff at 7:30! It is So Awesome bein on the side-lines! Nothin can make you happier then when,after we win a game, all the guys are yellin and celebrating. That gives you like the best feelin in the world. lol. But yeah it's just so awesome!
Ok well I have to give a shout out to my girl Courtney Standridge... I know that we don't hang out much anymore and i'm SO sorry for that! But that DEFINATELY don't meant that i've stopped lovin you! You can still talk to me about anything and everything! Anytime! And I know that i can do the same with you! I am just sorry that we don't talk much anymore! I love you! Well anyways guys I guess I'm gonna get off here.. but no school Monday!! I love ya'll! -De | | |
| Hey!! Well school started and it pretty much sucks.. It already seems like it's a few months into school.. but it's only been the first week.. And Geometry freakin sucks!
But I guess I'll leave ya'll with a few random icons...
 -De-
   
   
(omg! So Funny!!!) | | |
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